Dear Diary I am addicted to chugar.....

Yeah I LOVE SUGAR!  It's like Paula Deen's obsession with butter, I love sugar.  I need something sweet or something bready (which has sugars in it too gosh darnit!).  I am trying to be healthy and I am reading more books about PCOS.  Breads and sugars are what I need to either control my portions or not eat them at all.  Okay stop there, me not eating bread is like asking people not to breath, its not happening.  I probably should switch to a gluten free sugar free diet but cardboard doesn't taste well.  If you don't believe me check out what I made with beautiful yeast and sugars and flours

Pretzles are yummy for my tummy and turrible for my thighs! 

Paula Deen's Buttery Buttermilk Biscuits

And now I can't fit in my pants....

Dear Diary I met Paula Deen Y'all!

Paula + Michael = Buttery Love

It started with a text from my new Atlanta friend, Jill.  I couldn't believe it!  What Paula is going to be at Barnes and Nobles signing books out in Buckhead!  I was seriously considering bringing a stick of butter for her to sign but Jonathan said that's ridiculous wasting a good stick of butter like that.  I mean I was waiting patiently for the day when I would be in in the presence of greatness.  And you know what good things do come to those who wait.  I met Ms. Paula Deen and Michael! I was so estatic I thought I was going to have a caniption! I waited in line for 2 hours to get her Herbie Hancock* and it was worth it. This is phase one of her becoming my best bud! I bought her book, Paula Deen's Southern Cooking Bible and well none of it is diet friendly but it sure looked so good makes you wanna slap yo momma! Man I am gushing here. I hope I get to see Ms. Deen again and then we will talk about her and Michael's favorite game (Jonathan knows what I am taking about) and butter our rolls.

Dear Diary I am back and hotter then ever in Hotlanta (Quick update)

I moved to Atlanta for good, well for a while.  We sold our house and now are renters once again.  I have not gained or lost weight, so I am at a standstill.  But I am working on more blog posts and this is going to became a blog about losing weight as a homesick Texan in Hotlanta.  So keep following me and keep me motivated!!!!!!!!!